Kakainis talaga, puro pop-ups ng porn ang computer namin!!! Its getting dirtier and dirtier every time, at least noon me clothes pa sila, now...basta sobrang kadiri, reminds me of how many perverts are out there...to think some live near me!! (the pictures come with an address, eh sometimes you can't help but look right?...sa address, di yung pictures.)
Anyway a week has passed since school ended and I recieved a text saying how fourth year na kami, and how happy 3rd year was, yung ganun...though the text was touching, after reading it I realized na indeed fourth year na nga kami, and I got scared! Scared because I know how fast time is, and before you know it graduation na! After which review tapos boards, and then after you pass...real world na! May job ka na sa kung anong hospital, and then wala ka nang mga vacation, tapos, iba na yung mga kasama mo...it's sad!!!To think, the people you've been with for four years, not to mention that three years you've been with your own rle, and you might never see them na (well, not in the same way as in school). It's like you're with them for the longest time , and then , in an instant, parang...well, it's hard to explain, but generally, ayoko pang mag-graduate because I don't want to leave the people behind. hehe. A bit melodramatic and depressing pero I had to get it out of my system...you see I always have a hard time with my seperation anxiety. Once, we were leaving the country for three weeks and I cried because I didn't want to leave my dad and sister behind. I was 16 then. hehe. If you think about it, this is good na rin, at least I'm preparing myself, somehow, of what's to come.
Last week I attended Lisa's graduation. I was expecting it to be hot pero di naman pala kasi umulan. Sobrang cheap kasi nung school niya, to think, uppity-school yun pero sa outdoor gym lang yung graduation!!! Cheap!!! At least kami sa CCP, with aircons and everything. Baka yun yung kapalit ng bad facilities sa school (I'd like to stress bad facilities, nakakadiri yung CR parati walang water, and then kung may water na, wala nang students to use it dahil gabi na. Ang devious. To think mga health advocates pa naman kami!!!) . Back to the graduation, magaling yung speakers (given na yun dahil sa school nila...), and yung guest speaker nila yung creator ng Gawad Kalinga program. I was surprised kasi honestly, I thought that being an "uppity" school mga graduates dun would stick to things like business, etc (yung mga self-serving jobs...ehehe, just kidding, business and business-related graduates :)) Sabi niya, di daw siya rich (di ako naniniwala, but at least he's humble), coming from a middle class family living amidst the slum area. Basically, he created GK to give these people from the slum area , a "middle class" vicinity to live on (hence the building of new houses) so that they will be "elevated", with dignity and everything. After his speech I realized that there are still some rich people who care about the real things in life. I hate the rich people who do not care, especially politicians!!! Kakainis talaga, isang gabi (diba naglipat kami sa ibang unit) di kami makatulog kasi sobrang loud ng music sa unit above us. We wanted to have the guards stop it pero no one was answering the door daw...probably kasi sobrang loud di nila marinig, mga bingi sila siguro. Anyway turns out na "congressman" daw me ari ng unit na yun. Hearing that, I got even more angry kasi I bet its their spoiled kids who were playing that (ugly-and-baduy-trying-to-be-hip-hop) music. Gusto sabihin na ang loser niyo naman kung gusto niyo magparty pumunta na lang kayong mga bar diyan oh!!! Napakarami diyan, lalo na mga gay bar pwedeng-pwede kayo jan. Grrr.
Anyway, yun pa lang naman nangyari sa kin...next week i'll go to school para mag enroll for PE summer. Grrr. To think pupunta kong school everyday para lang mag-PE???
